Mixed emotions

It's hard to be in a certain mood lately.

There are so many wonderful and sad things happening at once that I have to sit down to sort through them all.

Nick was right. We have all become too good at masking our true feelings.
I wonder if that's why it's harder for some people to meet others for the first time. You can trust your friends with most things, and you know what they're reactions are going to be. You grow accustomed to sharing certain things with them.
When you meet someone new, you barely have an idea of how they are. It's difficult at first to know what you can show and what you need to hide.

I can hardly think of what I'm typing right now because something floats to the center of my attention every 10 seconds.

I haven't felt this way before. It's interesting. My feelings truly are mixed because I don't know what to feel.